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Conversational Wheaton
By: Eric Webb

The following interview was conducted over two evenings at the Tulsa Trek Expo on June 27th and 28th, 2003. For Part I, Wil, his wife Anne, and I were present at the table. For more info. on Wil's new book, Dancing Barefoot, check out my review in our Entertainment Section.

Part I: Politics, WWDN, and Dancing Barefoot

Eric Webb (EW): How was it working with the organizers of this convention?

Wil Wheaton (WW): They're really terrific people. You know Anne and I drove out here from Los Angeles, and I have made every effort to go to non-corporate, non-chain places: family places. Yesterday we ate lunch in a restaurant in Clinton, OK. It's, like, been owned by the same family for like a million years.

EW: What was the name of the place again?

WW: It's called the Cherokee Restaurant. I had the best burger I've had in months and the people there were like a family. Last night I threw out the first pitch at the Drillers' game and the people who work there-- it's like a family, the way they relate to each other. They razz each other. They help each other. And it's the same thing with the guys who put this show on. It's like working with real people. I don't feel like I'm dealing with a big corporation. I don't have to look around and watch my back all the time. I don't have to constantly count out when I buy things or trade things with them. I don't feel like they are trying to take advantage of me at all, and all the people that I've encountered here have been really, really nice. I will be honest with you. I was really nervous. In this "with us or against us" world, a lot of people have decided that I'm "against us" and I was a little scared to come to the Midwest of the United States where I thought for sure that I would be where people were…

EW: It's not that bad…

WW: I've been to places where it is. But coming here, everybody has been warm and friendly and "How can I help you?" and "Are you having a nice day?" and "What can I get for you?" and it's just been wonderful. I've really enjoyed myself. Look. I've been here for 24 hours.

EW: Sure, sure.

WW: So, keep that in perspective.

EW: Now, I know on your website you're very open about your political views. Have there been any negative responses?

WW: Oh yeah.

EW: Really?

WW: Sure. A guy threatened me. He said, "You won't be safe in Tulsa, OK."

EW: No shit?

WW: Yeah. That's why I've been surrounded by cops the whole time I've been here.

EW: Oh my god man, I'm sorry.

WW: Yeah.

EW: And that just came up recently, just before you guys left?

WW: Yeah, a couple of months ago.

Anne Wheaton (AW): And he just told me this, when I dropped him off this afternoon. I didn't know about it, before then.

EW: That's crazy though. Was he responding to a particular post, or was it just a general threat out of nowhere?

WW: My position is, that the Bush Administration has lied to everyone. I think the military is a good, important thing, and that people within the military should not question their orders, that they should do what they're told to do. That's the way an army works. I think that the Bush Administration has been responsible for countless unnecessary deaths because they're full of shit. They lied to us. That's all. And there are people that believe the lies. For whatever reason-- I don't know why. But they believe the lies. Unfortunately, John Ashcroft, and George Bush, and Dick Cheney, and Karl Rowe, and Paul Wolfowitz, and Richard Perle, and Donald Rumsfeld: They're fascists. And the things that they are doing are right out of the Nazi playbook.

The thing is, I'm not saying, "Oh, they're Nazis." That's not what I'm saying. I'm not saying they want to herd us on to trains and burn us to death. But what they're doing is they make loyalty to the state the same things as loyalty to your family, the same thing as loyalty to the leader…

EW: …and to God.

WW. I mean you can go and read what Göring and Goebbels said. And it's like it could have been written by one of Bush's speechwriters. It's terrifying to me. Then I get all these e-mails saying, "Well you loved that blowjob-getting Bill Clinton!" No, as a matter of fact I didn't. As a matter of fact, I thought that he could have been a fantastic President, but he did more harm to the things I care about than the first fucking George Bush did.

EW: But he did it with such style.

WW: And he smiled and he made you feel good.

EW: Exactly. He was so good about convincing you that he was a great guy.

WW: Then there are all these people that say, "Why do you hate America so much?" I don't.

EW: Right. You wouldn't care about all these issues, if you hated this country.

WW: Now, if some asshole cop decided that they were going to say, "I'm pretty sure this guy's a terrorist sympathizer." Then you're in jail and nobody can do anything. You don't have access to an attorney and you don't get an opportunity to question your accuser. And these are things that people just have to be aware of. It seems to me that the leaders in the Democratic and Republican Parties, all they care about is winning and having power…
EW: And perpetuating that power.

WW: …and it is a fucking oligarchy. It is not about power for the people. The Democrats are not about protecting people. They're not about protecting welfare. They're not about making sure people get health care. They could give a shit! They're all from the same fucking team, these people. You know? That's like if you took everybody in this building and you gave all the decision making power to like four people… and we all had to do what they said. That's what the Democrats and the Republicans are trying to perpetuate. We have a two-party political system that benefits the rich at the expense of the poor. The middle class is completely going away and we're totally fucked because of it. And people just don't get it. They're like, "We're going to cut taxes." No, idiot. And right now, American soldiers are getting killed in Iraq. They shouldn't have been there in the first place. Our reasons for being there were based entirely on lies. THE WORLD KNEW IT!

EW: But we had to guarantee our low gas prices…

WW: These are people. These are guys that could be our brothers. It could be our neighbors or our friends. It could be us 10 years ago. These guys are 18-22 years old. They're in there because they believe they need to serve their country. What they're doing in Iraq isn't serving our country. That's bullshit! They're not protecting Americans. They're not liberating those people. They're securing oil fields for Haliburton. Global Crossing was just given a multi-billion dollar contract over there. The amount of money that they're spending over there could feed and clothe and house every single person in America! FUCK YOU, George Bush! TAKE CARE OF AMERICANS!
(applause from around the table.)

EW: I know for a fact that not all of our troops buy into the lie. I have a friend that is an Apache technician that's over there right now. He doesn't support this war. Many of the people he works with don't support it. But this is their job, and this is what they're told to do. So even people within the military, while I'm sure there are many that don't question it, but there are a lot that aren't duped by it. That's got to be incredibly demoralizing for our soldiers to be over there laying down their lives for a cause that is complete bullshit, and they can't do anything about it.

WW: It's got to be like those people in Vietnam, when they were over there fighting a war they couldn't win… for what? And everybody at the top knew that that war was un-winnable and there were people dying all the time. The only thing that prevents American casualties on that scale now is that the technology is better. Thank God that the technology is better and that our guys are better protected than they were. Occasionally I hear some military guy say something like, "Well, all this started on Sept. 11." Obviously it didn't. All the liberals are like, "See, they're bad!" No, no, no, I'm sorry. You don't take one person and have them speak for the entire armed forces. The most depressing thing in the world to me is that 78% of Americans believe that Iraq was behind the collapse of the WTC.

EW: I read that report. That was amazing.

WW: That is staggering to me. I cannot believe that, that people think that. Then I hear that more than half of the people don't care that they lied about it. George Bush was saying, "We knew that had weapons and we'll find them on day 2." Now he's completely gone around to saying that they might have been working on a program maybe, we think…

EW: 10 years ago…

WW: We found a washer. That is completely different. And where the fuck are the Democrats in Congress who are supposed to be stopping him? Think about 8 years of Bill Clinton. He could not take a step without there being a Congressional Investigation about it. George Bush lied! People are dying right now and will continue to die for decades because of his lies and no one is saying a thing about it. And when some people finally have the courage to stand up and say, "We need to look at this evidence." These documents from Nigeria, that everyone knows are false. And the way that things were overstated and the way that people lied and then finally somebody has the courage to stand up and say that and the fucking Republicans say, "Oh, they're playing politics." No they're not. They're doing their job: checks and balances. It's in the constitution that John Ashcroft likes to tap dance on.

EW: I've got to ask you. How do you wake people up? How do you make them care? Being able to identify these problems is one thing… what about solutions?

WW: Do you know how you make people care? You make people care by preventing them from going to Wal-Mart. Because that's all that Americans care about. All they care about is: "Do I have more junk food? Do I have more clothes? Do I have more toys?" And that kind of stuff…

EW: More stuff to fill the holes inside them.

WW: Yeah, there's a lot to be said about that. The way that capitalism has exploded and instead of spending time with their families, instead of going to museums and enriching themselves, people watch American-fucking-Idol on TV. You know? I don't think people are going to care. We had an opportunity as a nation on Sept. 12, 2001, to completely change the way we live our lives. Not to say that what happened is OK. Because it's not OK. And those people that say we deserved it, make me sick… Because nobody deserves that. It just doesn't work like that. But we did have an opportunity as a nation to stop and go, "Why did this happen? How did this happen?" And instead, they were just like, "We can't look at ourselves. We can't be introspective at all."

EW: It was more like, "They hurt us, we have to kill them more!"

WW: Yeah. I was reading at Moveon.org or Commondreams.org and someone was saying that we have now killed more Iraqi's than people that died at the WTC. Are we even now? Can we stop now? I don't know how to make people care, because I don't think that they do? Especially with the way that the media is so controlled by so few people and this myth of a liberal media is just a joke. It is complete bullshit. If there were a liberal media, assholes like Scarborough and Sean Hannity, Bill O'Reilly and Rush Limbaugh and that Mike Savage piece of shit, they would not be able to stand in front of a microphone. They would not get three people together to listen to them. They're ridiculous! It's an absolute joke. The media is owned by companies that should not own media and they exist to perpetuate the system whereby poor and working class people are exploited so rich people can get richer. There was a headline on CNN today, I mean if it makes it CNN then it means that they weren't able to completely cover it up. There was a headline today that the richest people are getting richer and all these people are suffering. All these people are losing their jobs. All these people are struggling while the same people get richer, richer, and richer. This is the sort of thing that leads to a revolution.

EW: But people are so apathetic. Do you really think that's even possible now? I think we've been so conditioned to accept things. I mean is seems like all people care about is keeping up with American Idol on TV, and keeping gas prices cheap, and losing themselves in reality TV shows. People don't live in the real world any more. They live in their fucking TV's.

WW: I think that sooner or later… What happens is, its like you're reaching critical mass and either the system collapses in on itself or it changes. I think we're reaching a place… It is like what preceded the Great Depression. You know? Republicans make me sick. The prosperity under Clinton worked because his economic team was so good. It's wrong to give a President too much blame or too much credit. It just doesn't work like that. Those guys don't even sign their own names. To give that kind of credit to him is wrong, but his economic team and his philosophy, the philosophy of that team was: raise taxes on these people. Because they have made their money at the expense of the poor and working class and take some of that money, you know, a couple of thousand dollars to a billionaire is nothing… and invest it in the country. Roosevelt had the right idea. Take that stuff and invest it into the country. Germany and United States were having the same depression at the same time. You had Hitler taking care of things, empowering the state and empowering business in one system and then you had Roosevelt empowering the people and putting people to work in another system and who won? There is a degree of hypocrisy, since I work in the media and I work in this thing: I sign autographs for people and I sell books to people, and that sort of thing.

EW: I've got to ask, we were talking about media control and I'd hate to cut short what has been a great political conversation, but you've had such a success with your book, in terms of being able to completely circumvent mainstream media. Tell me about this. How did you start Monolith Press, what made you decide to do that?

WW: Well that is what the Internet is supposed to be and that's why AOL Time Warner is so terrified of it. That's why the FCC and the RIAA and the MPAA are trying so hard to destroy what the Internet is. When people are able to communicate with each other freely and directly you have incredible power. This is what happened with the printing press. Suddenly the Church of England couldn't control what everybody read and what everybody thought. People were able to communicate with each other. The American Revolution happened because of a little pamphlet called Common Sense that was sent out because people were able to communicate with each other. One of the things that really excites me about the Internet is the ability for content to matter. A big publishing company can't take a piece of shit and promote the hell out of it, hype the hell out of it, get people excited about it, and then shove it down people's throats. If it doesn't work and people don't like it, it fails. People ask me about website stuff all the time, and I tell them it doesn't matter how flashy and animated and MIDI embedded your website is. If there's not something interesting there, people aren't going to come back. I am so grateful that people come and read my website. I am so lucky that people like to read what I like to write, because I've been able to produce content that people have decided is worthwhile, that affects them in some sort of way. I saw this possibility to use the Internet as a means of distribution when I was writing Just a Geek, which is what Dancing Barefoot is taken out of and I decided that I did not want to experience as an author what I had experienced as an actor which is: working my ass off to create something that I think is artistically meaningful; that is important to me, that means something to me, and then taking it to someone and saying, "Hi, do you think this worth people's time?" I didn't want to do that. I thought that I would have an opportunity to take something, make it really good, and then take it to the audience and let the audience decide. And look, we sold over a thousand in less than a month…

EW: … and with no advertising.

WW: But I was really, really excited and I wanted to use that. And as a matter of fact, that is the core founding principle of Monolith Press. The fundamental principal behind it is that quality, not quantity, determines what we put out. We want to give unconventional people an opportunity to share their art with the world.

EW: So you're looking at publishing other people?

WW: We're not taking stuff right now, because we have three employees and you're talking to two of them. And we're all part timers right now. I've been so overwhelmed by the actual nuts and bolts of doing business, and fulfilling orders and shipping and all that I haven't had any time to write. You know? I'm a writer; I'm not a businessman. I want to keep writing.

EW: This was something I was going to ask you about. The website is amazing.

WW: Thanks.

EW: In anticipation of this interview, I actually went through and read through the archives from start to finish. That was a trip, man. Having the rollercoaster ride of the last 2 to 2 ½ year period compressed into 4 or 5 hours of reading was insane. Some of the material is incredibly touching and heartbreaking, and it's incredibly revealing. It struck me again and again how honest you were being.

WW: I am a bad, bad, bad liar.

EW: Really?

WW: Well, I'm a really good poker player. I can lie like that. But when it comes time to…

AW: My thirteen year-old son can read his poker face.

WW: Stop that…
(laughing)

EW: What was it like trying to find your voice on the website?

WW: I didn't even realize I was trying to find it when I was doing it. I just wrote stuff that meant something to me. Its like there were these two people inside of me: There's me: Wil and then there's "TV's Wil Wheaton" I hate that guy! It was kind of like these two people fighting to be in charge, in an almost schizophrenic kind of way. I had spent my entire life playing characters for other people, even when I wasn't on the set, like being what other people wanted me to be. I've always gone back and forth. I don't know if I want to be an actor. I don't like Hollywood and it's really hard for me. I have a great skill set as an actor, but its really hard for me to get people to give me permission to use that skill set. I discovered as I was writing that it was more artistically fulfilling to me. It was more meaningful to me. My mom pointed out to me that when I was writing, everything went my way. Everything happened really easily and effortlessly. When I was trying to get work as an actor it was so hard and fruitless. Right around the time I wrote The Trade, which would have been in June of 2002, the story about the land speeder. When I wrote that, I published it and e-mailed it to everyone I knew. I was like, "I wrote this thing and it's good, and I like it." Then I had a style. I am the hardest audience in the world. I hate everything. Everything annoys me. I don't like being talked down to by writers or filmmakers. I don't like it when people do stupid shortcuts and take the easy way out. I don't like stuff that is mass-produced. It just bugs me. If I'm going to put the time into something, I want it to be rewarding. I was saying that today. Science-Fiction fans are smart. Give us something that respects our intelligence. Why do you think we watch 2001 over and over and over and Blade Runner a million times. Why do we go and sit through the Blade Runner director's cut? Why did we watch Lord of the Rings on DVD at 3 ½ hours and want more? Because they respected our intelligence. That's what I try and do. I write stuff the way that I would talk to people and I write stuff that I like to read. Around the time I wrote The Trade I was like, "Oh… I'm a writer now." And I totally lost interest in acting. I just wasn't interested in that anymore, at all. I've been really, really lucky.

EW: That's great. It's wonderful to see that success.

WW: Thank you.

EW: Especially after going through the website archives, from beginning to end and seeing where you are now… its just fantastic. It's great that you share that.

WW: I get e-mails like that. People e-mail me and tell me, "I've been reading your website since you first started it and I'm so happy." It's like you finally did it. After all the struggling and all the failures.

(To Be Continued in Part II: The Wrath of Trek)

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